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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 75
JUNE 2012 WULF Wulf takes the garbage out to the burn barrel behind the rider house, dumps it in. Just as he is about to light it, the...
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Jul 302 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 74
1980 DAVID His cassette player was at full volume, first with one cassette and, when that failed to alter his mood or even divert it,...
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 73
JUNE 2012 DAVID The hay crop coming after the first mowing was once called aftermath. Though the word doesn't specifically refer to the...
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Jul 279 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 72
1981 JUAN The pistol at Juan's temple is cold, he hears the trigger cock. Two other men hold his four girls with their hands behind...
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Jul 262 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 71
DAVID AND KALI I was told that before the season's end I should hike to the Butte's north cone and spend the night looking over the...
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Jul 2410 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 70
MAY 2012 DENNY GROVER Kali's letters keep coming, David keeps throwing them away. He just finished shredding the latest to arrive,...
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Jul 234 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 69
AUGUST 1980 DAVID AND KALI I imagine it was love, if indeed love is an actual thing. I'm undecided about that. Certainly the word...
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Jul 223 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 68
MAY 2012 DAVID Oleva hands me the mail. "Pretty fragrant," she remarks, her left eye cocked with the opposite of a wink—inquiring rather...
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Jul 214 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 67
DAVID AND KALI The buzzing of a motorcycle nears, its noisome sound rising over the wind's constant afternoon howl. I use the spotting...
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Jul 2010 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 66
EARLY JUNE 1980 GLEN AND DAVID "There's only one way to find out," Glen says drolly, cigarette dangling from the corner of his mouth....
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Jul 196 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 65
1980 DAVID The authorities finally figured out, after eighty years of forewarning, that only wishful thinking is of infinite supply, so...
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Jul 177 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 64
NOVEMBER 1979 DAVID Joe's is up for sale, Gary tells David. They stand near the tavern's steps, the early November sun out, the wind...
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Jul 163 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 63
AUGUST 1979 DAVID It's a good thing I'm mechanically unskilled, David thinks, arriving at the end of a long string of morose thoughts,...
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Jul 155 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 62
MAY 2012 DAVID I am becoming my father. A screw is loose. But what the hell. It's in my mind, the only way to get it out is to let it...
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Jul 1414 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 61
1978 DAVID AND GARY I'm a good listener, at least for the first six beers. After that I am all noise, converted from introvert to...
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Jul 136 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 60
2012 DAVID There's a ledger in Henry's stash from the Pingree railroad depot, which brings back memories of Joe's. Not from Henry's...
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Jul 123 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 59
APRIL 2012 DAVID As kids we were all magicians. So we thought. When we discovered a new trick we shared it and the resulting amazement...
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Jul 113 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 58
APRIL 2012 WULF Back at the rider house, Wulf looks at the list David gave him. Three names, the same, different middle initials. One in...
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Jul 102 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 57
APRIL 2012 DAVID AND WULF Yet again I can see the situation, don't want to imagine the details. Dad, provoked by Mom, put his anger on...
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Jul 95 min read
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BIG SOUTHERN CHAPTER 56
APRIL 2012 DAVID The museum, if you can call it that, is all but ready to go. I mounted the barbed wire collection and set up the Indian...
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Jul 84 min read
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